Do you love to see me cry, as you hear me scream?
Do you wait to see my tears, is that what you dream?
Do you breathe in my agony, does my pain comfort you?
In my sadness do you laugh, they all say it is true,
Do you swim in the blood I shed, is that your smile I see?
If this is what makes you happy, I empty all of me.
You are my laughter, you are my pain
When I see you smile, I feel sane
You are the thorns, you are the rose
When I saw you first, I knew the path I chose
You are my road less travelled, you are my highway
I wait for you, for that something you say
You are my darkness, you are my tears
Why can't I let go of the one my heart fears?
You ripped my heart, my life you lit
An obsession it was, now just a habit.
She stands on the mountain, her eyes looking down,
Wind pushing her to the edge, she doesn't frown,
She sees her distorted reflection in the ocean below,
Turns around at the world that fails to see her glow,
One step closer to the place she rests in peace forever,
Away from here, away from him, thoughts make her shiver,
Closes her eyes, he is all that she can see,
She takes a step ahead, to reach that somewhere she longs to be।
Why do you wake up every morning?
To wander under these city lights,
Only to sleep with our sadness at nights,
Why do you seek pain in pleasure?
To hide from yourself, scared to be happy,
Pain is a part of you, illusion can it be?
Why do you love him till you rest in peace?
You see love in his hatered, as you wake up each day,
You bleed from within, "I hate you" he says,
He smiles at your tears,
Laughs at your darkest fears,
You wake up every morning , breathing hard,
Under these city lights, your tears you guard।
I look at these people, so petty, so plastic,
hey talk to each other like hollow vacuum sticks,
The smiles they wear, happiness can it be?
When tears roll down their face, is it sadness you see?
The laugh and play when their heart bleeds,
When you look into their eyes, do you see what it reads?
They hold you when you fall, they fight all your fears,
Do you believe what they say, what your heart hears?
They don't know themselves, they don't know you,
They life you high, let you go, the someone you always thought you knew.
Her laughs echo her innocence,
The way she hopped and played across the fence,
He jumped into her life, she dove too deep,
She drowned in his arms, she had forgotten to weep,
He took her hand, they ran far,
She gave up everything, he healed her scar,
Now she lay shattered, her innocence he stole,
Betrayal is all she can sense now, engulfing her soul.
She looks out of the window, she smiles,
The breeze blowing on her face, she ran a thousand miles,
She smiles to herself again, feeling the devouring pain,
She still sits here , watching the stubborn rain,
It doesn't wash away the blood that stains her hand,
She thinks of you, your blood she holds, leaving you under the sand.
They lay together, cuddled up all night,
She opens her eyes, strokes his hair, feels his plight,
She loves him to death, she thinks again,
To stay with him, she has to be his heartsbane,
She sucks his blood,life so short, she feels the taste,
Closer to him, his smell so familiar, not a moment she will waste,
They wake up in each others arms, he kisses her gently, holding her close,
When it is dark again, his blood she will suck, her daily dose.
They see each other, they feel the pain,
Drowning in their world, they pray again,
They looks outside, they see those devouring eyes,
She holds him closer, there in truth in her eyes,
He is love to her, an eternal feeling,
When she hinks of him, her heart wants to dane and sing,
What is underneath all this flesh and blood?
Not anger, not lust, all these emotions flood,
He runs, far away from her, runs from love,
Scared of himself, pacing faster but how?
Love conquers all, they say, is it true?
She tried to stop him, ripped herself apart, this feeling only grew,
Now she waits all alone, her tears her only friend,
She looks for him eevry place she goes, doing this, a lifetime she will spend.
I walk on this dessert, I walk alone
I bleed for who I am, I feel so torn
My throat is dry, heart weak
I look up at the sky, what do I seek?
Birds don't fly, people don't talk
I take another step, with my tears I walk
Alas! I see a shadow, I wear a smile
Following it in hope, I walk a mile
I talk to it, I cry and laugh
As I try to hold it, I cut it in half
I see the sun, these tears still flow
Awe- struck by his evanescent glow
I fall to my knee, I fall too hard
The shadow becomes me, becomes my eternal guard.
I look at you, I see me,
A reflection of what I used to be,
You see these tears, do you see me bleed?
Do you feel my pain, do you know all I need?
I made you laugh, gave you more pain,
Trapped in my world, I see no gain,
I run to my grave, trip and fall,
As I close my eyes, your name I call.
He hates her for who she is, why wouldn't he?
Anywhere close to her, is not where he wants to be,
She falls again, too weak to get up this time,
Feels safe on this hard ground, feels it is a crime,
He is no where here to rescue her, no where in this crowd,
They don't see her curled up on the ground, they look so proud,
Some look down at her now, smile, pity on their face,
Some ignore her, they don't hear her case,
He watches her slow death, he tries to look away,
As she disappears, for them it is just another day.
